The Academe Adventure and More

My life in another country is not just for my professional growth.
This is also for my personal growth (self-reinvention) and a one-on-one exploration of myself and knowing my real identity, too.
My experience should be a bit different from what are the random things that are running in my head.
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Dear My Heart,

Be like this sunrise, full of hope, calming and bright. Stop being pumped up over tonight’s situation. Understand her need to sleep with the lights further aback but not other’s need to work. Understand that she can think of having the lights on when she needs to read, but not other people’s need to study.

Calm your beating as my brain is also at my wit’s end. Have the patience, but set boundaries. Next time, when this goes the same thing again, do tell her your need, but keep all emotions, I may not be able to take it again when I shake from utmost anger. It has been long when I shook out of anger, too long that I fear the next time it may happen, my worst fears well eat me up.

From the human flesh (and body) that encapsulates you,

Cyd

The Name of the Alley

It is by accident that I got the name of the alley, Cin Hua Lane Art Village

Being historical as it is, the old alleys of LuKang totally fascinates me.

I chanced on going back to LuKang for another day, a second visit.

And in those two visits, the alleys that had much been talked about catches much attention to a person like me, who appreciates the beauty of crafts, especially because I am quite a frustrated crafts artist.

In its alleys, a small display of people ranging from tourists, locals, artists, foreigners and other entities probably, pass each other in search of things and the in the sight of beauty. Street, a store, a museum, a gallery, rolled into one. Why? I’ll tell you, keep going (on reading this).

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阿南師民俗小吃

In the crowded front of 阿南師民俗小吃.

Note: In reality this is a newer entry, I managed to write hours ago different lines for this article only to be lost through accidental closing of tabs without even saving it, and this is not the first time, it also happened some 2 weeks ago, when I was hyped to blabber about my trip and what I wrote has almost been a novel in length (kidding!) been too long, roughly three pages of an A4 paper, imagine that. Well, I am just saying.

I had recently went on a trip to LuKang, while I was there, I went by a diner called 阿南師民俗小吃, in English it is said to be called as A-Nan Master Eatery (don’t ask me why is this so, I only know the Chinese name but not the translation, my Chinese is just not that good, OK?), it is situated near the intersection of Jhongshan Road and somewhere (I just know its an alley something).

So how was my tummy?

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I have a coming post!

It is actually publishable but I need to correct the details of the names on those, and here is a sample of the article.

P.S. With the great lengths I am having on blogging right now, I suppose I am on the road to making it all up, completely constant *fingers-crossed* I already have plans on putting them in an arranged manner, and blogging about missing part of my life as well *fingers-crossed*.

Teaser:

Under the Sea(food) Experience in LuKang

Store front

In the crowded front of 阿南師民俗小吃.

Note: In reality this is a newer entry, I managed to write hours ago different lines for this article only to be lost through accidental closing of tabs without even saving it, and this is not the first time, it also happened some 2 weeks ago, when I was hyped to blabber about my trip and what I wrote has almost been a novel in length (kidding!) been too long, roughly three pages of an A4 paper, imagine that. Well, I am just saying.

I had recently went on a trip to LuKang, while I was there, I went by a diner called 阿南師民俗小吃, in English it is said to be called as A-Nan Master Eatery (don’t ask me why is this so, I only know the Chinese name but not the translation, my Chinese is just not that good, OK?), it is situated near the intersection of Jhongshan Road and .

So how was my tummy?

The welcoming party, kids!

In the peaceful, calming and relaxing wind of a yet gloomy weather in LuKang, commotion of our arrival went away with kids running to and fro, handing some (drum) sticks for our first activity.

I recently went to a trip in Central Taiwan, in the place of LuKang, I had been there before but it is buried deep within the memories of my brain. I haven’t had the chance to talk about it in this blog, which is not surprising given the fact that I went dormant or AWOL in blogging (was too busy to do so, honestly!). Anyway, my familiarity of LuKang is actually not that much, in the offer of a trip to this place as I said in a previous post is much too inviting as I need the break.

In the conundrum of spirits (or I think just my sleepy spirit) the beats of the drums woke and stilled me. I am not that of a music enthusiast. I cannot properly distinguish the notes and carry out a tune, but I am an avid music listener. As I listen to music, the fast beats and the mellow notes give out a different pace to my soul. 

Me and the (traditional) drum

Changing the course of my brain activity (really!) influencing much of how I will feel towards things, it also goes the other way around, as if I have those moments of feeling sad or happy I will listen to those that are relative of those emotions.

Back from where I came from, I had been exposed to too much of traditional (or folk) music. And it is all the same, an embodiment of nature’s humming, giving raw and true emotions. I had never experienced taking into my hands the sticks to beat the drums with. The trip made me experience to do so. It was not as exciting as any enthusiast would feel but personally, what it gave me is the calmness of the beats, the feeling of uniformity and unity as it is done by a whole group and the feeling of uneasiness since I cannot fully follow our master (teacher/instructor) more likely I am out or tune once again. Emotions rolled into one.

I think it is rather funny and canny whenever one teaches traditional arts in a snap of a hand. Intricacies in traditional art is of a much deeper meaning, having much of a historical background. A single mistake would provide a meaning too different. I can even remember the face of my (kid) tutor when I got the beating far from the proper one.

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With the length of stay I had been in this country, I was able to be fully aware of the sensitivities that always goes along with the actions that I am supposed to do. Yet, one thing is always true, a person can never understand the culture if one cannot get to its tradition

A show by the kids.

I am as well honoured to be able to experience things like this in the little trips (this trip is part of Traditional Arts, Touch your Heart: Taiwanese Traditional Craft Experience Camp) that I try to take part of. Trips that I try to look into because being a regular tourist can only give you a regular experience.

Until my next story!

The Beauty in Masks…

A mask depicts the story of the thing it covers, however, masks also brings a different beauty, a new story to the one that uses it. Fear, happiness, emotions, all rolled and covered by one face, a mask. People wear masks, keeping a certain behaviour, feeling or emotion to get out of hand, keeping things a captive of the self. Moreover, in the civilization of humanity, masks play an important role in our different traditions. Influencing how things are being practised within a group.

Traditionally, uses of mask are due to activities that being depicted based on different characters that influence the history of tribes. In traditional Taiwan, one certain use of mask is based on the various gods/characters that are influential in the performance of the certain rituals and activities or even just for a celebration of happiness.

Most activities people are involved right now is only in continuing tradition, forgetting about the main reasons of its importance in the olden times. A rich tradition is depicted in the activities that are being performed, continually growing with the ways that keeps it from falling apart.

Taking the chance of knowing the Taiwanese culture is much helpful when you immersed yourself on it. Various elements bring up a cultural activity, each having their own story to tell. These elements can stand alone on their own. Creating a story that stirs up our own personal knowledge of how we view things with ourselves.

One story of the mask related to through a recent trip is that of the Lion mask, even though of it being not domesticated in China and Taiwan in ancient time, playing or dancing with it is formed through copying the movements of the cat, its nearest relative. The Lion is a very symbolic character in Chinese culture. As history tells me (through a little sleuthing around the WEB) I was able to learn about the lion being a gift by the gods in order to fight evils and for protection. The reason dates back as history itself, and the practise is still as something new up to this day. Something quite contradictory on my opinion, yet still it is of utmost relevance, maybe not to me as a tourist but for the locals themselves especially as they are the ones sustaining the tradition.

I had long known conservatism especially in relation to tradition and culture creates the uniqueness, that when being shared to others in ways that reflect the various stories of one’s ancestry. A heart becomes warmed through a deeper understanding on what all of these is about, on my personal account, it is what I always try to seek into, the stories and the reasons of the things that I see.

One living tradition may that be of the arts, symbolising different meanings, giving different perspectives, masking all of history in varying degrees.

The influence of an activity can only go as far as we want it to influence us, however, taking a look on how things are done and doing it amongst ourselves, a certain impact is being brought to our own awareness. Our awareness gives us the mind of being sensitive enough to understand how things are and respect to how they come to be.

A Return to LuKang: My Personal Reflection

What will you do if you are sent with an email message inviting you for a trip?

So, the choice is a yes or a yes, right?

Yes, of course, no holds barred right? Well, it is more often just a matter of time and place, sometimes the money on your pocket as well. As for me, with tons of workload for my studies, I had also long been keeping myself from the outside world as I burrow myself with my completing my class requirements. I passed up so many chances to meet and catch up with dear friends. Even missing the time to send responses to emails and messages and (gasp!) believe it or not, calls.

To actually keep my sanity, I had long been chancing on a break. A simple diversion from my routine as it really makes me think twice with how I am really progressing, which honestly is not that much. So I have to make the time and well, the place is not too far, I had been there before for similar yet not too similar purpose, but just the same thing, I had been there and the offer has just got the perfect timing.

I arranged to immediately respond to the message and waited for confirmation, which unluckily came just a few hours before the trip, making me not too well prepared and with still lots of things on the to-do list but anyway, I am keen on taking that well deserved break and I am doing it.

Aside from my personal reason, one of the tempting things that this trip offers is it being in a tour group. It is not the regular tour group, but I just know from my previous experience, a trip invitation like this a tour with a well-planned itinerary and activities. I also know that with this type of trips, areas where usually tourists, I think foreign tourists preferably, does not usually go, comes included and of course it was not a shocker to me when I saw our trip activity. Meeting a lot of other people, going to not too known areas or activities for (foreign tourists), and an itinerary that I do not have to get involved in planning with, is a trip one can only wish for (it came true for me and for others).

I was feeling all too grumpy and the weather went with me, as I had way too many things to do just to keep up with the hours I am trying to lose by travelling taking a break. Luckily, we got delayed for some time due to regular group trip problems, time restrictions. However, it was not a big deal for me as I had said I tried to catch up on my zzz’s, which I did through the waiting and travel time altogether. Nevertheless, I was refreshed with the ensuing tour activities that started off with a bang.

Indeed, what they had welcomed us with was a group of drum barrels and kids who are handing us “drum” sticks to use to play or to learn how to beat along, according to the Taiwanese Traditional drum playing. I also had my own tutor though, patiently showing me what to do with those things keeping me with the beat from to probably cheer the grumpy and gloomy weather.

What followed next truly unleashed the creative genius in us. The traditional mask making and moulding dough figures. We only got to experience a historical and colouring activity with the traditional masks, given the limited time that we have almost none of us really finished our masks to our desired perfection, but I had a great time in rushing myself to keep the scattered colours! Such a clumsy me but probably I am that creative, thus I saved myself from too much abstract colouring of that mask. Whew! Saving grace!

As for the figurines, well I just learned there is only a basic step in whatever you want to do with your models, roll them, elongate, then roll again—— if I am not mistaken (laughs!). Patience in rolling though and you also have to put in mind they should have the right mix, so as to keep them from breaking, if that should be the term. As most would think, why would a figurine or dough-forming be part of a traditional culture, as I quote from what the people told us, in the history, when people of Taiwan (or probably just LuKang) was poor, they only have those toys to make and play with. Though, honestly, I am not truly convinced that it is the rightful explanation but that is what I heard. It may just be a simple part of the intricate history.

Since, unleashing the child in us, aside from the fact that we were way behind schedule, most of us went to the restaurant starving. It was funny thing though that even as we were starved, our group were not fully able to finish our meal, and some portions had been left even with the fact that the sumptuous seafood lunch was way above mouth-watering. I am a person much used to eating seafood. Of course, I came from a country that is surrounded by water, yet I never came to experience the same way of cooking in the delicacies served back in my country compared here. I am not saying we don’t have the good eats. I am just emphasising the fact that, they are prepared differently, certainly making traditional food one of a kind. Food is therefore, a stand-out idea if you want other to learn about your culture and of how you do things, if you are that observant, you can demystify how people do things and their culture on how they serve or prepared the food. I will not however, share what I was able to conclude. J

After being full, I want to sleep! Kidding! Well, what we did was to actually tour around the place, working what we just ate. Alleys and streets had been busy with people, even with the fact that it had been raining. Probably because of the Mazu Temple situated in the area, we were told that the god’s birthday is coming near, thus people are flocking to the area. For me, the alleys represent the whole of LuKang’s rich history and the rich culture of the people keeping LuKang a place of colourful tradition as it presents itself to the world.

Situating itself with history from the blocks of houses and alleys, temples and other structures, supported by the artistic capability of people, LuKang preserves tradition through forms that are flexible for today’s generation. History may only be professed in the artefacts’ left behind together with the oral art of storytelling but the culture possessed by the place and the people can never be torn apart.

LuKang personifies the glory that any tourist should be able to recognise and for local people to take pride in.

My reflections had well been quite poetic and adjective-full yet it is true. Realising the beauty not only on nature but on the people we are to deal with makes any other trip unusual and extraordinary. Something that I can always look behind and say “that was one great trip!”, and a reminder as well for those remaining travels that I should keep in mind to appreciate all the little things.

Oh, by the way, have I mentioned that in that trip was absolutely free? How cool was that?

I had been working right now, I am also preparing a series of posts on a recent trip in LuKang. Hope you will be reading it!

—-with my Foreign Language Camp Students

Transforming lives has always been fulfilling, and I came to realise it a few years too late.

I remember the times when I resent dreaming of becoming a teacher, no offence to the people who helped in shaping my life because it is only due to a very trivial reason: I don’t want to keep coming back to school any more—- the only reason, as young as I was, I see teaching as a profession that makes you go back to the process of coming to school every single day, same as the time when you were learning. As I had said, I was young, young ‘til now but I have made realisations.

My first teaching stint was a part of the graduation requirement I had for High School, a catechism class, I was teaching 5th Grade with my sister as one of the students. It was so-so teaching, need to do what is required.

My second big class moreover are with the people in the photo (31012012-01022011) and as I was tumbling over the lessons I will be providing them along with the time handling them and testing waters. I came to thinking, how hard it is for teachers to handle classes and reach out the same ideas I wanted to impart on them as they learn not only the lesson but more over understand the life lesson that comes for free in those classes.

I am a learner of life and I always wish as I go by my learning I transform myself and inspire my very own self to work for the change that I always dream so that in the process I can become an example.

I happily browsed through my account that managed to only have less than ten something article posts. Oh, well, I was that lazy then. Haha!

I am now being diligent with my 18:00 (GMT+8) sleep time and wake up around the wee hours of midnight or some 8 hours after. Like today is an example.

I just think that probably I will get used to writing things on my blog. And in all honesty I also have the idea that tumblr doesn’t really put much viral-ity on the article posts, photo blogs have more screen time I guess that except for some points I do the reblogging and stuff which made me come to realise that I should show-off some photos of my walking escapades around the city.

Since I am lazy to put the watermark on those photos, and well posting them, I will try to allocate one time to time-publish those photos. Another thing is, I am more used to like putting all my thoughts on those what makes me happy with this photos/reflection with this photos that makes it all the more for me difficult to set a real blogging time. As I have said (it was in my mind probably if you cannot find it here, or in the tiny clues I always live when I am article talking), I manage this blog to keep my thoughts and sanity when I feel talking things into writing, simply because I am alone in the corners of my room.

Thing is I do this thing on my facebook account with my wall photos (come to think of it, I can just repost them. silly and dumb me) and realisation dawned that I such a silly writer, now come precious time you will be seeing those same photos as I will repost them. 

:)

Yesterday, I had a talk with a friend and got this new advice and I can consider it to be a big thing actually, having new perspective in going on.

What she said was (I cannot fully quote her though, the conversation was kind of long):

(On missing home…) I just remember that after a few months I will be coming back (and finishing all this things)…

It was comforting enough for me to be able to think that actually, yes, my course of struggles and pain has been long enough and I actually have lesser number of days/months to wait for things to come around. And I have my hands full to keep my head going.

A faraway student sometimes tests your maturity (this is how I call it!) level in keeping you away from missing your family badly and booking those tickets for a whirlwind vacation.

My life has been in constant activity, in the enormous world of the Web, but this is due to academic activities and I am just too wired up to stop and blog about stuff (for about a year or so I guess~lalala!)

So pardon this dormancy here, I hope to finish what I am doing the soonest and then update this among my other blogs constantly.

;) See you around!

trophic:

~Giveaway~

Ok so I did this giveaway about 2 weeks ago and I picked a winner but for some reason they declined the phone! Weird! So I’m doing it again because I am determined to give it away to someone who wants it :-)

AND THE POST GOT DELETED FOR THE SECOND TIME SO I’M MAKING IT AGAIN TO STOP ALL CONFUSION all notes from the deleted post will still count though!!

i swear i didn’t delete it myself either my tumblr was hacked which is likely because my password is very obvious or tumblr deleted it for some weird reason

The reason I’m doing it is because I got a new iPhone 4s for Christmas and I have no need for this one any more, so I want to give it away so someone else can enjoy it :-)

You could win~

  • An iPhone 4 (with all the plugs and headphones etc)
  • A cassette tape style case and also a Keep Calm and Carry On case

Rules~

  • Reblog as many times as you like (likes don’t count sorry :~[)
  • You don’t have to follow me but if you did that would be awesome: http://trophic.tumblr.com/
  • I will pick the winner using a random name generator
  • I will ship internationally so even if you live on the other side of the world to me I will get it to you somehow!
  • This giveaway will end on the 10th of February

Good luck! :-)

I swear I’m not lying, if I was I would have given up by now with all the deletings and everything but I’m determined to give this phone away!

trophic:

~Giveaway~

Ok so I did this giveaway about 2 weeks ago and I picked a winner but for some reason they declined the phone! Weird! So I’m doing it again because I am determined to give it away to someone who wants it :-)

AND THE POST GOT DELETED FOR THE SECOND TIME SO I’M MAKING IT AGAIN TO STOP ALL CONFUSION all notes from the deleted post will still count though!!

i swear i didn’t delete it myself either my tumblr was hacked which is likely because my password is very obvious or tumblr deleted it for some weird reason

The reason I’m doing it is because I got a new iPhone 4s for Christmas and I have no need for this one any more, so I want to give it away so someone else can enjoy it :-)

You could win~

  • An iPhone 4 (with all the plugs and headphones etc)
  • A cassette tape style case and also a Keep Calm and Carry On case

Rules~

  • Reblog as many times as you like (likes don’t count sorry :~[)
  • You don’t have to follow me but if you did that would be awesome: http://trophic.tumblr.com/
  • I will pick the winner using a random name generator
  • I will ship internationally so even if you live on the other side of the world to me I will get it to you somehow!
  • This giveaway will end on the 10th of February

Good luck! :-)

I swear I’m not lying, if I was I would have given up by now with all the deletings and everything but I’m determined to give this phone away!